Thursday, March 22, 2007

Baby it hurts so bad

Evnin

I'm in Leeds.

I was in a car crash on the M1. I survived. Obviously.

But it hurts. It hurts so much.

*deep breath*

That hurts too...

Right now I can put my hand on my heart and swear I wish I weren't here.

Things have gotten bad.

17; that's all I am.

I've been through fuck knows what but has it made me stronger? No. Hell no.

I am a wreck.

I don't want to be this.

8 comments:

mister tumnus said...

very glad you're still here niki.

Lolly said...

Are you okay??
xxxx

Rainbow dreams said...

I'm pleased you're still here,
was everyone else ok too?
Very gentle hugs, remember you are precious... take care, love Katie,x

miss v said...

Oh, my little treasure!
I am also glad you're still here. *hugs* XXX

The Harbour of Ourselves said...

hang in there...oh, and try not to laugh too much

Stagestruckgal said...

oh Niki!! I'm so glad youre still here. i would hug you but im afraid it would hurt. i will send hugs anyway *gentle hugs*

Niki said...

Ta everyone.

Back in Guernsey.

I'm fine; so was everyone else.

Spiritbear said...

I can say from the experience of nearly being killed in a car accident that it is quite an experience. I knew I was dead. I mean I didnt think there was any chance of survival, but miraculously I got out of it with only some minor back injuries.

I feel for you. Accidents shake you up. Especially when you are young. I was only 18 when I had my near death experience.