It's 5:30am - I haven't slept, and I'm not going to.
A topic never far from my mind, the topic of a conversation I just had with the love of my life - perhaps a topic I touch on too much.
They say that everyone has thought about it, or will think about it in their lives. I've lost dear friends, and the world has lost beautiful souls. I nearly lost myself, a few times.
I think Will's new job is the best thing that could've happened... for the first time in my life I'm vulnerable and frightened and alone - but I know I don't have to be anymore. I'm not stuck in a pit whose only bottom was final.
I don't have a lot to say, I just like to post what I think lately.
I wanted to say that suicide is not painless, and if any one of your are in that mindset - anytime - please come to me. Go to anyone you know, anyone. Please.