I find it a little laughable... updating you all on my current mood. Since it changes so often.
But - right now - at 00:00am GMT - I am alright. Ok.
It makes me laugh because earlier on we got stopped by the Police (routine vehice stop... plus we have GSY plates) and I had a panic attack. I reached for the keys *of all things* to hurt myself and I did. I stopped breathing properly. I relished in the pain.
But, having moved on from that, I'm not doing do bad.
Uploaded snow pictures onto Facebook, and it cheered me up looking at them.
So yes. Right now... Nikita is ok.
I hope you all are too. x