For the first few weeks, and days, after an episode...
...I am fearful
I am unsure
I am not confident...
I walk along a tightrope every day. I scratch my cuts. I try to rise early. I lose weight.
I emerge... again.
I cannot stand the sound of my own voice.
I use 'I' far too often.
So before I make myself cry, I'll leave you.
Until the next post...
PS I found out that a friend has been reading from afar... thank you to him. x