Now I don't want to say lots and lots tonight, I don't want to upset Will (if he reads) and I haven't even allowed comments on this post - it's just venting that inevitably follows a few rough days.
A few days ago we ordered my wedding dress, but I don't know what size to get or even how to pay for it.
Every time I mention ordering invites my beau changes the subject - it's only four months until the wedding.
I keep asking if we can put the final deposit on the reception, but he says it's booked for now and we'll pay soon.
My point is I feel out of the loop. I don't know what's happening. I don't know about Will's finances. I'm a control freak.
I just needed to put this out somewhere. A new post, with comments enabled, will be here soon.