Saturday, October 27, 2007

Musings

Hi everyone, anyone...

This past week hasn't been my best, save for handing in an essay and going to an English lecture I have not been to Uni. I've been scared to go into Cottingham. I've been scared to leave my room. I've forgotten things, and people. I've been sad.

Today, it's a little less foggier. I still feel sad. But not so sad. My medication got doubled and next week I have three appointments with various professionals who want to help me...me! Fancy that...

I haven't got dressed today, and I don't intend to. I have a lot of work to catch up on I'm sure, a lot of apologies to make to tutors and lecturers. I shall concern myself with that on Monday.

I'm still in love, and by some miracle I think I'm still loved. I know I sound up my own arse today but it's one of those days...so deal with it ;) I've got things to worry about, and uncertanties and sadness. But it's okay. I'm not on my own.

Thanks everybody for bearing with me

9 comments:

live and forget said...

love you

Stagestruckgal said...

lectures you can catch up on. sometimes theres more important things going on.

you are loved, dont ever think youre not. xxxxx

miss v said...

Take care, darl; be kind to yourself. Nothing has to be rushed.

Off on a jet plane. Couldn't be more nervous...as you know... *hugs*

Rainbow dreams said...

hi Niki, just popping by, hope you're ok, Katie, x

Niki said...

Hi Katie..all is good here - how's you? x

Rainbow dreams said...

Hi Niki, not too bad thanks... feeling the need to stretch my wings and get off the island for a bit though... x

Niki said...

Well if you're ever round Hull way I got me a pretty comfy floor in a noisy student house... x

Rainbow dreams said...

Thanks Niki, will remember that - doesn't look like I'm going to escape further than Jersey at the moment... doesn't stop me looking though - really want to see some live music...

MICKY said...

Niki said...
*giggle*

Micky Said:
Dear Niki,
Did you know that Jesus Christ died on a cross, for your sins?

Gospel
Lk 21:5-19

While some people were speaking about
how the temple was adorned with costly stones and votive offerings,
Jesus said, "All that you see here--
the days will come when there will not be left
a stone upon another stone that will not be thrown down."

Then they asked him,
"Teacher, when will this happen?
And what sign will there be when all these things are about to happen?"
He answered,
"See that you not be deceived,
for many will come in my name, saying,
'I am he,’ and 'The time has come.’
Do not follow them!
When you hear of wars and insurrections,
do not be terrified; for such things must happen first,
but it will not immediately be the end."
Then he said to them,
"Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom.
There will be powerful earthquakes, famines, and plagues
from place to place;
and awesome sights and mighty signs will come from the sky.

"Before all this happens, however,
they will seize and persecute you,
they will hand you over to the synagogues and to prisons,
and they will have you led before kings and governors
because of my name.
It will lead to your giving testimony.
Remember, you are not to prepare your defense beforehand,
for I myself shall give you a wisdom in speaking
that all your adversaries will be powerless to resist or refute.
You will even be handed over by parents, brothers, relatives, and friends,
and they will put some of you to death.
You will be hated by all because of my name,
but not a hair on your head will be destroyed.
By your perseverance you will secure your lives."

I, MICKY, AM A GIFT TO ALL PEOPLE!!