Thursday, October 05, 2006

Wish List

You know what I want now more than anything? More than anything in the entire world?
I want to be able to talk, in person, about me. I want to not be afraid and run off whenever the subject of me is brought up. I want to be myself in anyone's prescence. I want everyone to know and see my arms littered with scars. I want to cure everyone's depression. I want to look good and know I look good. I want to sail around the world. I want to be in love, not just loved by someone. I want to not cry every morning. I want to not cry everynight. I want to write an entire book about everything that I've crammed into 17 years. I want to wear sleeveless tops and not be stared at. I want people to see beyond my scruffiness. I want people to not think I'm just a stereotypical teenager, because I'm not. I want to be enveloped in beauty.


mister tumnus said...

niki i love your blog. you are not a stereotypical anything.

Stagestruckgal said...

you are definately not a stereotypical person, Niki. No-one is. Everyone is beautiful in their own right. you are beautiful, you are individual, things will come right. honest. *hugs*

Nodders said...

*envelopes in Beauty*
*sends to Santa Claus*
*curses loudly, as Gordon realises that Beautiful Niki is now on her way to lapland, while Gordon's wish list for a pony this year has been left to carry on blogging, which is really just a silly prospect*