Saturday, March 07, 2009

It's an odd feeling

Today, it seems apparent that there is a lot of anger in the world.

But when this anger is directed against oneself... when you wish pain upon your very self and find every decision revolving around a sick 'live or die' game you play in your own head...

It sends a chill, it sparks a tear.

Then you get a hold of yourself, despise your own selfishness.

And get on with it.

3 comments:

much2ponder said...

Good morning Nikita, good to find a fresh post this morning. You have been on my mind these past few days. I hope things are well. Here are a couple of words for your list...sincere, and kindhearted.

Thomas said...

I have a theory that most of the anger in the world is fueled by our hatred of one another, and sometimes, even, ourselves. It's sad that often times we can't just accept things and be happy.

Nikita said...

Hey there m2p, thanks so much for the words. Hope you're ok. x

Hi Thomas, nice to see you. I 'get' your theory, and understand the not being able to just accept. Hang in there.