Thursday, November 02, 2006

Surreal

You'll have noticed of course that most of my blog titles are just one word lately - this is because I have no imagination and am feeling rather run down.
I guess you guys at uni all got to the point when school felt too young for you - when you felt you'd outgrown it and had no place there. I am at this point. Grades are slipping because my effort is minimal and everything seems to be focused on UCAS - no offers as yet I must add.

On a brighter note I won a sixth form poetry competition and have refused to read it it assembly - I thought noone would ever read it again, there's no way 1000 people are watching me on a big stage reading the damn thing!

Just feeling a bit useless and distant I guess - apologies if you can tell from conversations with me. I sort of feel like I'm the only one in the world and I barely notice when someone else drifts by...sounds sort of bleak I guess. It's not so bad. Just have to get pulled back somehow.

On a stranger note I now have red hair. I kinda like it. Maybe I'll leave it that way, maybe I won't. I'm on the hunt for a sort of black/red colour because black sort of made me look like a dead pirate but red's a bit extreme - so black with a red tint is appealing. I hated my mouse brown and I refuse point-blank to go back to my childhood blonde.

Well I shall leave you now to your merry thoughts, reminding you that mine are with you.

5 comments:

Stagestruckgal said...

Well done with the poetry competition! Red hair, sounds nice. Bright crimson red or hair red? I like red and black, the colours mix really well together.

Nodders said...

Wow, aceness! Red is way cool, too cool, too cool for skool! (Pardon the relation to the previous paragraph of the post)

Keep your knuckles to the grindstone (or whatever the phrase is), grit your teeth and push your way through this year, it'll be over eventually. Maintain focus, avoid distraction, check wing mirrors occasionally and remember to indicate - you'll be fine :)

Stagestruckgal said...

nose to the grindstone.

Niki said...

You're great

Stagestruckgal said...

so are you!