tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7517717.post4741769825132887268..comments2023-07-24T13:13:13.977+01:00Comments on Girl Found: What goes on inside that head of yours?Nikitahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17929639297231842691noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7517717.post-18797866355711072242009-02-10T12:25:00.000+00:002009-02-10T12:25:00.000+00:00You're right of course Thomas, I escaped nearly un...You're right of course Thomas, I escaped nearly unscathed. I did tell them it was all an accident brought on by exam stress mind... you'd think they'd of seen round that.<BR/>Glad they didn't though, those inpatient places make you worse not better.Nikitahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17929639297231842691noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7517717.post-71964753052712241552009-02-09T13:38:00.000+00:002009-02-09T13:38:00.000+00:00You're lucky you don't live in the USA. They'd ke...You're lucky you don't live in the USA. They'd keep you for 2 weeks or more. Still an overnight stay sounds pretty short, don't you think?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7517717.post-81819875356233905002009-02-08T23:43:00.000+00:002009-02-08T23:43:00.000+00:00Thanks meena, and welcome. XThanks meena, and welcome. XNikitahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17929639297231842691noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7517717.post-68211009319470462942009-02-08T05:25:00.000+00:002009-02-08T05:25:00.000+00:00Hey,glad you are alive and making an effort. My mo...Hey,<BR/>glad you are alive and making an effort. My mom asks me that all the time, about what goes on inside my head. Usually just makes me want to lash out and hurt someone.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7517717.post-90887735422605546842009-02-06T22:23:00.000+00:002009-02-06T22:23:00.000+00:00I thought so too but since I was in a children's w...I thought so too but since I was in a children's ward they needed the beds... for children who 'weren't sick by choice'<BR/>I didn't get any outpatient treatment after that psych assessment because I was already a service user... so I waited until the next week and went to Dr H instead.<BR/><BR/>I am Dana, I am trying. There are a lot of people who I used to go to school with or even in my own family who don't think I am. Sadly, depression and attempted suicide are still seen as some sort of 'lazy person's pursuit'.<BR/><BR/>I will keep writing. Because I need to... as I read the other day "I write for the same reason I breathe... if I didn't I would die"<BR/><BR/>It is a big scar, one of the worst I have done. And even though I'm sharing it... I don't think I'll ever forgive myself. <BR/><BR/>Thank you, eternally. xNikitahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17929639297231842691noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7517717.post-13201130019391610632009-02-06T09:40:00.000+00:002009-02-06T09:40:00.000+00:00wow....holy shit Niki....that was too quick of a t...wow....holy shit Niki....that was too quick of a turnaround...one day you're in the hospital having your stomach pumped and then back in your school uniform and off you go. How did you feel about that? Were you involved in any outpatient counselling services right away?<BR/><BR/>I'm sitting here as a Mom wondering how I would be in such a situation....what would I say or do if my daughter was in your shoes, and i know part of me would be wondering what had happened to her and what going on inside her thoughts that hurt so much that she'd want to hurt herself even more....as a way to deaden the internal pain. Whether I'd wonder it aloud as your Mom did or I'd try to keep it inside me, I don't know. <BR/>Niki, you are doing the best you can every single day. What you have shared here is very very important because it is one of the big scars inside you....one that is tied to a bunch of guilt that is stopping yourself from forgiving yourself maybe? I hope you keep writing it out because I truly believe that the more we reflect on stuff like this and put it to words, the more chances we have to letting it go and allowing the scars to mend. <BR/><BR/>some words for your new list collage....<BR/><BR/>Brave<BR/>Honest<BR/>Beautifulawarenesshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06098432781380754899noreply@blogger.com