tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7517717.post115926556415729208..comments2023-07-24T13:13:13.977+01:00Comments on Girl Found: Beautiful PainNikitahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17929639297231842691noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7517717.post-1159471823495314992006-09-28T20:30:00.000+01:002006-09-28T20:30:00.000+01:00Niki Niki Niki. what can I say. You dont want to g...Niki Niki Niki. what can I say. You dont want to go to uni, dont worry. Its not for everyone. If you dont want to, dont. If youre not sure, go and see, if you hate it come home. But give it some time. If you apply now, you have the choice next summer to go or not. if you dont apply you have set yourself boundaries that you will find difficult to break. i was having second thoughts about comin to uni, but i love it. its so good to not be constrained by parentals, its like freedom itself. just make sure you dont box yourself up. as for the faith thing, its perfectly ok. if you find He can help, let Him. In my opinion he is a non-entity but i appreciate others faith. try out new things, try to break the bonds currently imposed upon you. it might take a while, but if you really want it, you will get it. dont push yourself too hard. enjoy life whilst you got it, remember people love you, including God himself. hope youre ok. *hugs*LauraEllenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06599403785937867794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7517717.post-1159310999145093252006-09-26T23:49:00.000+01:002006-09-26T23:49:00.000+01:00Hey treacle...ok, so my head's swimming and I'm so...Hey treacle...ok, so my head's swimming and I'm so tired I think I may pass out, but I'll try to add a few thoughts before I do ... *wink*<BR/><BR/>God - He's not so bad if you get something from Him. If it fills the void, it's a good thing. If it doesn't then it just doesn't and that's ok too.<BR/>My God's an old testament God - a Jewish one, not a Christian one - he's a little different, but I do believe that what you believe is what you get, because He has that omnipotent ability to transform. If it works for you, then that's awesome; end of.<BR/><BR/>Are you watching the Stephen Fry thing on BBC2 about depression?<BR/>Although it centres on manic depression rather than <I>pure</I> depression, there's so much in there, I found it fascinating.<BR/>The main thing on there is that from all the people he spoke to and asked if they had the choice whether to press the button and remove the illness from their life, they all said no.<BR/>I'd say no too. Because although the nature of the illness involves so much pain and suffering, there are also such amazing moments, or bouts of creativity, that you just can't beat, that few people no-one who have not been touched by the D-stick seem to get.<BR/><BR/>Y'know? I am 21 soon and I still can't figure it out. I've been having a middle-aged crisis for years! But the thing is that there is no rush.<BR/>No need to panic either!<BR/>You can go to uni now, or after a gap year, or after five years, or - hell, after 50!<BR/>It is not life and death; it is not the end of the world. Although sometimes it can feel like it. That's just the depression talking.<BR/>Wherever and whatever you are doing are basically irrelevant <B>as long as you are ok,</B> that's all that really matters.<BR/>I am not living up to my potential. And it is unlikely that I ever will, but I am comfortable with that. <BR/>As humans we can only work within certain parameters - some of which can be self-imposed; others are set upon us.<BR/>For I know that I am ok (or as ok as I can be), right here, right now.<BR/>Just concentrate on being good to yourself; listening to your body; don't push yourself too hard or burn out.<BR/>With the mind, we are capable of anything...*hugs*<BR/>Be kind to yourself and have fun XXXmiss vhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06382515819812258302noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7517717.post-1159275895428199422006-09-26T14:04:00.000+01:002006-09-26T14:04:00.000+01:00Well alright, I won't bully you about your new cho...Well alright, I won't bully you about your new chosen faith. <BR/><BR/>I hope you realise that me not adding a but to the above sentence should be taken severely sincerely! :) And I won't even mention it to Keir if you don't want me too ;)<BR/><BR/>It is certainly true, that if one person were to live in a constant state of specific emotion, their brain does become attached to the sensations and symptoms that follow it, and so while I'm in no way saying that you purposefully continue to suffer from depression, your body and mind, chemically speaking, may be a lot more stubborn in kicking the habit, as it were. However, it isn't impossible, with time and a lot of perseverence, you could break the bonds that are currently in place. Don't ask me how, I saw that in a film or something! <BR/><BR/>I really believe that you could still go to University, there are loans and bursaries available to you, and I know you're more than capable of working your ass off if needs be. And you DO have it in you to get the grades you need, and even then if you don't get them, there is college, or less demanding Uni's. I don't want to think that you saying now that you can't do it, is in fact a way of letting yourself of the hook prematurely. <BR/><BR/>Keep fighting Niki; here if you need me (whetehr you like it or not :P) xxGordon Strachanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18319704693196439068noreply@blogger.com